NOT THIS TIME

Brian stop by with shit. i paid my support. bull shit. Sorry 195 a month for three boys is not support. u owe that a week. So explain to them when school comes and they are wearing clothes 2 sizes too small. When other kids get glue and paint and he get an empty page. How did it feel? i know u know as u were very poor. Y hurt your kids get a job and do what u must do. I do my part. hahh. u stop by 5 mins a month. and u bring your whore to ring the bell and beat on my door. its better that u pay your support and go live your life. we'll see u at graduation.

So here's to u big girl.

I should be stronger
this should be easy
Tears escape me everyday
i shouldnt feel so pulled away
away from the world
yes i locked me in
i cant face those people again
the sun is bright
it burns my eyes
i hear the voices
where is your guy
away on business
overseas
but the truth must come
Im sure youve seen
Hes here and there
hes found another
all i am is his childrens mother
im sure i did nothing wrong
hes been gone for so long
A wife i can no longer be
He decided he didnt need me
im wounded broken
but here i stand
to listen to how your being a man
u pay your support
u do your part
so here u come your so smart
youve broken me down
but to your surprise
this time i seem tall
my knees shook but i did not fall
U want to take my kids to play
want to know if they can stay
I refuse they are my joy
u see they are my little boys
U raise your voice
I start to yell
I stand my ground
u use your body broad and wide
though im shaking and scared inside
your not as big as u used to be
your not going to intimidate me.
If u want a fight then bring it on
otherwise go get gone.