here it comes and here we go

So this saturday is our parent divorce class. Then on monday we turn in our divorce agreement and then we wait for the judge to sign it. Wow hard to believe my marriage is almost over. This is sucky. But it wont change anything. I still love brian and he still loves me, we just cant live together. Im still Mrs. brian mccullough. If he had it his way me, him and sam would all live together but nope i dont think so. cant work that way. im way to jealous to share. So i'll keep doing what im doing and when im ready for another baby if i choose it,i'll have my daughter. but im kind of happy with the three i have. Sure i'll never get to see the cutiest dresses on a tiny little girl. and prom wont be the same as shopping with your daughter for that perfect dress. And yeah forget shopping for wedding dresses and seeing your grandbaby delivered. Its okay. I'll never have to worry about one of my boys getting pregnant. Its good i'll never have to work about my daughter becoming some married mans whore at 19.