What Do YOU want from me??????

Well as some of you know my dream was true and my husband is with someone else. Tells me he really doesnt want to be with me but will try to make time for the kids. Lot going on but there are a few things I wont mention caz they really hurt.
But then not only did he come over last week and do something im so angry about but then he stopped by last night.
Why? What do YOU want from me? We kept it "friendly" but not at the sametime. Careful not to touch or really look at each other. He said I do love you but not as I used to. Okay. So you stopped by at 11pm at night to say that. Plus someone at work messed up and he is off work till monday and oh yeah his landlords tenant downstairs turned off the power when they moved out and brian lost heat. SO hes apartment was cold. I mean very cold considering its -7 outside. So I said go to the kitchen get you something to eat. and set a bed up in the livingroom. then you can go to your girlfriends. Caz its too cold to stay at your place. He refused afraid she would be angry. I said then go to her place and get in bed with her so you dont freeze.
Hes talking about changing his mind on child support. Says he cant afford it. Well he made good money this week. over 600 bring home. We have a meeting on the 20th.
So he all of a sudden starts screaming. I dont love you!!!. why why would you throw that out. I never want to hear that again. How can you love the part of your very own children that is me? He marched out of the house. Oh yeah I need 10.00 for gas. so I told him i have money on a gas card. I feel bad though caz he might has been hungry too. but i did offer him food. maybe i should have fixed him a sandwich. So then he called me from terre haute and siad htank you for the gas money. im sorry I was such an ass.
Have a period lately? Man cant figure out why he was so mean. I gave him what he wanted. Left him alone to be with sam. didnt press charges when he came over last week. I am trying to be nice and get on with my life. But then he walks in and starts telling me mean things. Says dad said you were crying for me. No I wasnt crying for you. All my tears dryed up and now I have a family to raise. Have to insure my kids have what they need. Right now my kids are young and not in school. they need me home caring for them. So that means you are going to have to provide the support you promised. We have to survive too. So stop mopping and do what you have to do.
okay im done for now. Just confused a bit. Im ready for warm sunny weather and happy times.