Me-Options = I need a miracle

So heres the truth. Im so desparate to work because theres no money left.No wait calculated it. I have $8 left.Next paycheck is in i dont know 2-4 weeks.
I hate this. Ive never had to support me let alone three little boysbrian has always supported me. before him my parents. No wonder he hated me so much. caz it was all on his shouldersAnd he was stressed everyday wondering how he was goin to keep us going. Oh my goodness. Why did i never see. Im so sorry.

No child support since june 1st.Used the last of the safe money and im closing my bank account. No reason for it when it charges if it falls Below $100. Have no choice but to work, cant work unless i drag my kids with me. 4-C is out of funds.And Daycare requires being paid for. I have nothing to pay for daycare.ONly good note is i have food. Im budgeting. Been doing good. this month i made it on 195 plus 200 savings. Pretty good i think. But now no saving and no more support. While brian sitshome day and nite and does nothing. He doesnt work. He is sam's wife. Im pretty sure i have almost all of next months bills covered. but i may have to shut off my phone and internet. Just cant afford to keep them up. And since at this point i cant even afford a $10 cell phone bill. well i wont have that either. If u have noticed im no longer answering my cell phone.
Mom wants me to move back in then we can help each other.If i move i dont know how im going to get my stuff. I cant even afford to move. More like fight till we hate each other. She doesntlike when i spank the kids or make them stand in the corner. And i dont like when she corrects me. She wants me to start working nites then she can watch the kids. If i get a good job working nights i wont have to move. until theni dont know where the gas or diaper money is coming from. I dont know anything. only that brian doesnt care and hesnot helping. So what im asking for is everyone to pray for a miracle. caz my moms house is not my way out. I just cant do that again. Please not again. I need my own place for my own sanity. Serious I would lose it completely. crazy home herecome.